Update so far

Well I'm back in Utah for now. Who knows what I'm actually going to be doing in a few months. Right now I'm working at the Lion House bakery as a baker. The hours and pay are Horrible!! But I just keep telling myself that I'm getting the same education that I would be getting in a culinary school and I'm getting paid for it. You cant beat really life experiences. I was suppose to go to Ireland in Jan, but its becoming impossible to get hold of John, the chef I was going to intern with. Plus with the crappy pay I'm getting, I'm not able to save any money. I've already dipped into my savings. I need another job fast! But with my nasty hours, 2am until whenever I'm done, I'm to tired to do anything else. Its a miracle I have the energy to go to the gym. Yep, I'm still doing Muay Thai, Love that stuff!!!!
Hopefully I'll still be going back to Alaska in May. As of Monday the offer was still there for me (fingers crossed!!).
That's about all there is for me. I'm not dating anyone special, just a jerk here and there. That's a whole other annoying maddening deal. So I'll just get it off my chest. Why is it I cant find a good LDS guy to date?! I get asked out by inactive, non member guys all the time, which just ends up getting me in trouble. And the guys are super good looking! But not even an average looking active LDS guy will ask me out!! I really don't understand. Am I really that int imitating to them? I take a step back and look at myself: I'm not bad looking, I have a career and lots of goals, I'm a boxer, I'm really outgoing and I don't take crap from people. Oh and the fact that I'm 30. I guess that is a bit to much for these pansy Mormon boys. EERRRR!! It makes me want to scream!!! I want to say, get over yourself.
Then I think, it will happen. Patience is a virtue.
Ok, I'm done feeling sorry for myself. Life rocks right now. I'm doing amazing things and I have nothing to hold me back. Yay Life! Right?